Time

Time means nothing,

and yet time is everything.

Time is something that is guaranteed, we do not think about it most of the time. We count down time to specific events, but when they get here time is still irrelevant. Yet time is all we have, we are limited to how long we will be alive and what we will have time to do. Many people often say something about reminding those you love them that you love them because there may not be another time. This is so true and yet we usually don't think about it. If I live to be 100, this year of my life will not be so significant, yet if I die tomorrow, everything I do today just got amplified in importance, how do you want to spend your last moments of your life? Will you know when that time is coming? Do you even want to?

Right now, I am waiting for time to pass on and wishing it would speed up because of certain obstacles in life. Another part of me feels like this is already going too fast, I am a junior in college, and yet I still feel like I'm more of a kid than an adult. I want to have time to work on projects that are due shortly, and I want to spend as much of my time as possible with people who are important to me as a person, and we never know when our day will come. 

A bit about me

I am a 20 year old college student. I go to school in a city, but I am from the country and I would gladly choose the country over the city most of the time. I am a female who grew up helping on the farm, with a bit of sexism talking about how girls don't work as hard as boys, but oh did we prove them wrong. I now go to school in the city about 4 hours away from where I live, I sometimes forget that I needs to really pay attention crossing the street and that I can't give everyone attitudes, my friends aren't here to protect me and people down here aren't as friendly enough to know my parents. I went to the same school from kindergarten through 12th grade. Every teacher knew me by name and I knew almost every student by name, or by their family members, my father had attended the same school his entire life so, they knew my parents as well. This will help to explain where some of my opinions come from I will post from here out.