Friendship

A friendship is for laughter and fun, but a true friend is still there long after the laughter becomes tears and the situation is no longer enjoyable.

Let it snow Let it snow Let it snow

Most people are complaining, why does it need to snow in October, well it usually snows before the end of October, let's wake up and realize this winter is suppose to be pretty bad. Instead of just complaining about the weather, be happy you have a warm place to stay in from it, it is pretty cold out! If we complain or not, it isn't going to stop. So, why don't we stop to find the beauty in it?

Snow reminds me of Christmas, and Christmas brings out a mood in most people you normally don't get to see. People work together, they help one another and people are cheerful. Christmas day is the most important to children sure, but I think we all love the season deep within ourselves, even if we don't admit to it, there is just something about it.

Chaos is beautiful.

Writing, and what becomes of it

It feels so strange to not be able to talk to you, I don't like it, but I will live.

It took a while for us to be friends,

It took months for you to break my heart,

It took years for us to grow apart,

A few weeks to reconnect,

It took only one night for us to fall in love. 

God has a plan for us all, some bad things need to happen to make us better people; we just need to embrace every day we are given and make the best of it.

And when I lay down at night, I wish it were you I was cuddling with, this monkey just doesn't cut it. 

Someday's it is hard to remember I am not alone in this world - then I get a simple message from you.

Our relationship came out of no where, but rest assured it also isn't going anywhere. 

Baby I am still here

Baby, I know your scared,
Baby, I am afraid too,
Just remember that I love you,
I have always cared.

I am not going anywhere dear,
Hang in there for me baby,
Keep your head high sweetie,
I will not leave you over this.

I know this is hard,
This isn't how it was suppose to go,
You will get through this.
You are strong, and amazing.

I will help you get through this sweetie.
We will get through this together,
And at the end of the day,
Always remember I love you.

Don't give up on me,
And don't lose faith in yourself,
I know who you are,
And that is why I love you.

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This poem is now in image form...

A series of short posts I never finished.

What is the difference between someone you know and a friend? What makes someone a friend? What makes someone a good friend? At what point is someone more than a friend. We all have our opinions on these questions and honestly I think everyone has totally different ideas.

My best friends are the people I can call crying at 3am. Yeah, sure we have all heard that expression, but who really would wake up or stay up talking to you after you break up with your girlfriend? Who would take your side and support you no matter if all the evidence was stacked against you? Who would give up a friendship for you; a relationship? I have went insane amounts of time without talking to some Of my best friends, and although they were offended when I went to them crying that the guy who talked me into not talking to them dumped me they still listened to me and made me feel better. One friend even asked whose ass he was kicking.

We all mess up, we all make mistakes, and we all need friends. I have some of the greatest friends in the world who can be anywhere in the world and I still know they care.

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They dated in high school, they never really got along, but they remained friends if you could call it that. When he graduated they kept in touch and when she did the following year they went their separate ways and stayed loosely in touch. She went off to college, he was working two jobs.

They had very little in common except a friendship that barely existed, they trusted each other with information and therefore felt comfortable talking but that was about it. She wasn't comfortable hanging out with him alone because he was pushy and controlling before.

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She walked into the room. She was wearing a brown sundress, and a pair of flats. He stared at her with wide eyes, his lips forming a perfect smile as soon as he caught sight of her. She walked in his direction. He stood there still starry eyed and unable to move until she was a few steps away, he stepped forward and took her into his arms.
She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him on the cheek; "Did you miss me?"
"Of course," he whispered in her ear, blowing in it as he did so. She giggled and rubbed her head on his shoulder.

In that moment, nothing else mattered. All the problems they had seemed to be in another world, the only thing that mattered was right in front of them, and they embraced one another. They then talked for hours and laughed and cuddled until it was too cold to remain in their spot where they liked to hang out. In the dark under the stars nothing mattered, they could talk about anything in the world without fear of anything.

They left holding hands and smiling, as they stepped back outside, all the problems of the "real world" seemed to dawn upon them. They had barriers they needed to cross, they each had their own pasts, and they each had their own dreams. However, they looked at one another, reached and grabbed one another's hands. It was going to take more than that to ruin this thing they seemed to have found called love.

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I love listening to people complain how they haven't talked to their boyfriend all day, who cares? I love hearing people go on and on about how mad they are at someone, for something stupid. Who cares?
I guess the thing is that I have hit a point in my life, one in which I do not care to worry so much about those things in which I cannot change. I do not care to get mad at people for really dumb stuff. Or at least I try.
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Our pasts do not define us.

Our pasts do not define who we are, they explain how we got here. We all change, we mature, we grow, and we learn about ourselves and the world. We all have done things in our past we wish to forget or we wish would go away. Some people are unfortunate enough that these things precede who they are. We are not our records, we are not our pasts. We can not be summed up by a piece of paper, or by the rumors that are spread about us. We all do it, I wish I could honestly tell you I didn't but we need to stop judging each other based on our pasts alone. Our pasts make us who we are, but they aren't a word for word account of who we have became. We need to stop and realize when we are judging someone based on something we had nothing to do with and sometimes we need to step back and make our own decisions. Bad things happen to great people. Bad people can change into great people if a bad thing happens, and the reverse is also true. Next time you meet someone in which you have heard rumors about, or have a bad rap with people you know, or even has a criminal record, instead of doing the easy thing to do and assuming they are a terrible person, take the chance to get to know that individual you may be surprised that not all people suck as bad as some people think they do.

Don't judge people you don't know, don't tell people they are doing the wrong thing based on what you know when you don't understand the situation, and don't give even shittier advice based on no information. Be a friend when someone needs to talk, don't tell them how to live their lives. We all deserve second chances when we are in a hole and we can't get out, and we could all use a supportive friend to help us through it.

Just me and you

Life is crazy, busy and wonderful. I am stressed to the max most days, and so happy others, some days I am so stressed I snap for stupid things I shouldn't worry about. Today is a huge deciding factor for the future of our relationship. I love him, and I can deal with this one day at a time. We can make it through anything because we are honest, truthful, and we make an amazing couple because of it. At the end of the night I love just being in his arms, life then seems perfect. Some days we have our arguments, and feel like strangling one another, this weekend he and I both seemed to be in crappy moods and we both seemed to snap on one another way too easily. We each have our own lives, and they don't always match up perfectly. We do not have the "perfect" relationship. However; we have one another, and at the end of the day, we try to make life more enjoyable. We aren't what people expect, we aren't hiding it, and we don't care what people think. We will get through whatever today brings for us, we will get through it together and that will make us stronger for it. Although I wanted to strangle him a few times this weekend, I truly feel we can have an argument without it destroying us, we both have our days where we end up on each others nerves so badly it's a losing battle. Hopefully soon, the phone will ring with good news.


So this is an edit : Today didn't go well, anyone feels like listening to me complain please talk to me, otherwise, don't bother.

Wordle. Win.

I have been feeling creative lately, but I am too stressed out and busy to form coherent thoughts and sentences. I have so much on my mind, some good writing will be coming soon I do hope. However for now, here is a few word collages, and I may write some (really) later on today after I finish studying for a midterm, or writing the paper for the same midterm. I am a bit busy lately.
These are made with http://Wordle.net which is really cool, and allows you to make word clouds and change what they look like, I just hit random a whole bunch until I find one I like. Some of these are songs, one is just random words that popped into my head about relationships, and two are RSS feeds of my blogs (the one from class, and this blog).